HP blessed me with another day of abstinence. Now I pray for another day. I quietly ask for the peace…
Snakes:My Addiction Nightmare
Dreams lead to knowing through the darkness of unknowing. The irrational and fantastic beasts and situations stem from a place…
Causes & Conditions
Abstinence for me is a blessed reprieve in the chaos of life. Unfortunately, my pattern over the last 20 months…
Act as if
Act as if I accept my powerlessness over The depression that fades my mother to a ghost of herself, A…
The Value of Abstinence
As an accountant, I began pondering the value of abstinence. The opportunity cost of breaking abstinence is profound. I lose…
Glow
My yoga teacher shared her new instrument, a monochord, with the class last Saturday. I entered yoga last week, peaceful…
Hope
The principle of step 2 is hope. “Came to believe that a power greater than us could return us to…
What’s Like to Lose 80 Pounds – for the 5th Time
Scary. Life changing. Scary. I have another 80 to release to be at a healthy BMI. Just for today, I…
Victory
Ego A, ego A, always, always ego A. End of day, start of day, always, always ego A. Control, control,…
The Trophy of Today
My first day in OA, I sobbed. I cried for myself, the utter pain and despair of compulsive eating and…
