birth – a blinding begun. we learn to mask who we are with who we are not until the not…
Evolution of Disorder
Now & Then & Later
Now Vulnerability peeks from My courageous heart – Unfolding as the morning glory at First light, tender and dewy, Seeking…
Museum of Self
We enter and exit alone – Sacred space to sacred space. In our galleries, we’re joined by Curators of Authority…
Poetry – Recovery Revisions
I have revised the recovery poems I wrote during my 7 years in OA as they no longer serve me…
Recovery Baby & Learning to Trust my Body
In the last few months, my willingness to put down my eating disorder behaviors has increased which allowed me to…
Losing Rooms
We lost rooms with people from places outside our homes, people of warmth and touch, palpable loving empathy, eyes of…
Zombie
blank, an apocalypse of one, I am not I. instead, I am it – a consumer, a destroyer, a zombie…
Process of Relapse
I need help. I need to acknowledge I am in the process of relapse. I have been hiding. Avoiding. Escaping.…
The Growth of Honesty
I have done many, many fourth steps since joining OA in 2014. I answered the OA 4th guide workbook questions,…