Lighthouse

she told what happened to her – behind the dumpster, he treated her like trash, her spirit destroyed as well…

Cliff of Sabotage

Yes, dramatic. There I am, peering over into the abyss of sabotage, self-hate and compulsive eating. Tomorrow makes 30 days…

Yoga Humility

Spirit continues to amaze me with abstinence dependent upon my fit spiritual condition for the day. I am responsible for…

Uncomfortable Comfort

HP blessed me with another day of abstinence. Now I pray for another day. I quietly ask for the peace…

Snakes:My Addiction Nightmare

Dreams lead to knowing through the darkness of unknowing. The irrational and fantastic beasts and situations stem from a place…

Causes & Conditions

Abstinence for me is a blessed reprieve in the chaos of life. Unfortunately, my pattern over the last 20 months…

Act as if

Act as if I accept my powerlessness over The depression that fades my mother to a ghost of herself, A…

The Value of Abstinence

As an accountant, I began pondering the value of abstinence. The opportunity cost of breaking abstinence is profound. I lose…