There is a beast that dwells in my house. It is a foul beast – stench hovers about it, a…
High Courage
The morning of my most recent CPA exam, I woke calm and grateful. After delivering my son to school, I…
Hello, 5th Step. Hello, God. Hello, Me.
Thank you, God. I know You better now. I know better the me as You meant me to be for…
Complete Abstinence
What is complete abstinence? It is zero slips. It is the act of refraining from my trigger food behaviors and…
Hooked
pleasure masked danger. tasty tidbits floated before me, to and fro with the ebb of the sea. innocently, I ate…
A Recovery Tale
Once, there was a Being, our Friend, shining brightly. It frolicked and played, reveled and mourned. It lived – pulsing…
life lived with color
denial is a bully, an instinctual artist born of fear and anger, eight-limbed, forty fingered, it uses its palette of…
The Transformed Hill of Me
I went home recently. It was the first time I have ever visited my hometown abstinent and sober. It was…
Day 364
Today is day 364 of consistent, continuous abstinence. Day 1. Day 3. Day 46. Day 59. They were all were…
Mardi Gras and Abstinence
Fat Tuesday, 2017 I moved to New Orleans with my family in 2014. I never suspected moving to a city…
