Heavenly Father, I love You. Again. For once, in another form, I hated You. You dominated me. You condemned me. … More
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Since entering OA almost a year ago, my body has changed. A lot. I don’t weigh myself anymore because I … More
Suck
Pissed right now. I had terrible binge last week. I was able to get abstinent again and not binge, thankfully. … More
3rd 30 Days
Twice before, I have passed 30 days of abstinence. Twice before, I have binged and relapsed, despairing that I would … More
Hearing My Story
I was told it would happen,I didn’t think it would happenuntil the night it did happen. I heard my story, … More
Magic Cat
Sidewalk cat, borne of streets and maternal abandonment, you crept close to my heart, curled sweetly and pulsed there for … More
Woman, Angry, Speaks
I hid in my cozy fat blanket for decades, scared of you. I slunk in the shadows, a secret woman, … More
After
Look. i wish so. to smile. now even as my body matures into a silent eclipse. Wait. i wish so. … More
Rainbow Water Healing
I posted a poem about the image of rainbow water a few days ago, and I feel a strong desire … More
We are all Rainbow Water
It courses though, around, among Us. we slip along the rainbow of ourselves, infinite and fragile. we are all Rainbow … More
