Lifeline Lending Library I made by covering box with scrapbook paper. Our meeting also decided to encourage folks to leave … More
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Gardener
Will I vanish with recovery? Will I disappear, a hollow woman devoid of defect? Will I disintegrate , a ghost … More
Suffering in Recovery
Ok, so I have body issues. I binged in part to be protected by a layer of fat. It is … More
Filling up Day Four
Tonight, an expanse of time awaits me. 2 hours or even all the hours of the night if I insanely … More
My Definition of Abstinence & Plan of Action
So I here I am in day 2 of abstinence. My periods of abstinence have been chaotic ever since I … More
23.2 hours since last Binge
Almost 1 day. Almost there. I pray for willingness to forgive my parents. I pray for willingness to forgive myself. … More
Addiction Sucks but Emotion Wheels & 12 Steps are Grand
Yes, addiction does suck. To insanely & intensely desire a substance that destroys my life is one giant ball of … More
Defect Unfocus
I find it difficult to let go of character defects most of the time. I trust with practice and prayer … More
I Will Always Be an Addict
As a child of addiction, I learned early to hide from my feelings by using food as sedation. My father’s … More
Brigid’s Voice
Remember Me, Light inside, Orb of love. Child, cleave unto Me, Immerse thyself In Light, Illuminate thine Orb. Stars upon … More
