HP blessed me with another day of abstinence. Now I pray for another day. I quietly ask for the peace … More
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Snakes:My Addiction Nightmare
Dreams lead to knowing through the darkness of unknowing. The irrational and fantastic beasts and situations stem from a place … More
Causes & Conditions
Abstinence for me is a blessed reprieve in the chaos of life. Unfortunately, my pattern over the last 20 months … More
Act as if
Act as if I accept my powerlessness over The depression that fades my mother to a ghost of herself, A … More
The Value of Abstinence
As an accountant, I began pondering the value of abstinence. The opportunity cost of breaking abstinence is profound. I lose … More
Glow
My yoga teacher shared her new instrument, a monochord, with the class last Saturday. I entered yoga last week, peaceful … More
Hope
The principle of step 2 is hope. “Came to believe that a power greater than us could return us to … More
What’s Like to Lose 80 Pounds – for the 5th Time
Scary. Life changing. Scary. I have another 80 to release to be at a healthy BMI. Just for today, I … More
Victory
Ego A, ego A, always, always ego A. End of day, start of day, always, always ego A. Control, control, … More
The Trophy of Today
My first day in OA, I sobbed. I cried for myself, the utter pain and despair of compulsive eating and … More
