90 Days

For the first time since entering the OA rooms nearly 2 years ago, I have 90 days of abstinence. I … More

Lighthouse

she told what happened to her – behind the dumpster, he treated her like trash, her spirit destroyed as well … More

Cliff of Sabotage

Yes, dramatic. There I am, peering over into the abyss of sabotage, self-hate and compulsive eating. Tomorrow makes 30 days … More

Yoga Humility

Spirit continues to amaze me with abstinence dependent upon my fit spiritual condition for the day. I am responsible for … More

Uncomfortable Comfort

HP blessed me with another day of abstinence. Now I pray for another day. I quietly ask for the peace … More

Causes & Conditions

Abstinence for me is a blessed reprieve in the chaos of life. Unfortunately, my pattern over the last 20 months … More

Act as if

Act as if I accept my powerlessness over The depression that fades my mother to a ghost of herself, A … More