There is a beast that dwells in my house. It is a foul beast – stench hovers about it, a … More
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High Courage
The morning of my most recent CPA exam, I woke calm and grateful. After delivering my son to school, I … More
Hello, 5th Step. Hello, God. Hello, Me.
Thank you, God. I know You better now. I know better the me as You meant me to be for … More
Complete Abstinence
What is complete abstinence? It is zero slips. It is the act of refraining from my trigger food behaviors and … More
Hooked
pleasure masked danger. tasty tidbits floated before me, to and fro with the ebb of the sea. innocently, I ate … More
A Recovery Tale
Once, there was a Being, our Friend, shining brightly. It frolicked and played, reveled and mourned. It lived – pulsing … More
life lived with color
denial is a bully, an instinctual artist born of fear and anger, eight-limbed, forty fingered, it uses its palette of … More
The Transformed Hill of Me
I went home recently. It was the first time I have ever visited my hometown abstinent and sober. It was … More
Day 364
Today is day 364 of consistent, continuous abstinence. Day 1. Day 3. Day 46. Day 59. They were all were … More
Mardi Gras and Abstinence
Fat Tuesday, 2017 I moved to New Orleans with my family in 2014. I never suspected moving to a city … More
