Gardener

Will I vanish with recovery? Will I disappear, a hollow woman devoid of defect? Will I disintegrate , a ghost…

Suffering in Recovery

Ok,  so I have body issues. I binged in part to be protected by a layer of fat. It is…

Filling up Day Four

Tonight, an expanse of time awaits me. 2 hours or even all the hours of the night if I insanely…

23.2 hours since last Binge

Almost 1 day. Almost there. I pray for willingness to forgive my parents. I pray for willingness to forgive myself.…

Defect Unfocus

I find it difficult to let go of character defects most of the time. I trust with practice and prayer…

Brigid’s Voice

Remember Me, Light inside, Orb of love. Child, cleave unto Me, Immerse thyself In Light, Illuminate thine Orb. Stars upon…