umbra, moon shadow, you burn, you numb, you entice me to Sacrifice MY life upon your altar of fear and…
Footwork
One, two, make a call. Three, four, do service y’all. Five, six, sponsors rock. Seven, eight meetings roll. Nine, ten…
Struggle
Compulsive, addictive behavior controls me. I have spent 32 years being powerless over food. I have spent 20 years being…
Amends to my Writing = Read my Recovery Poetry at Convention
I read. I survived. I shook, but Brigid kept me upright. The coaching by my sponsor (an opera professor) and…
Lifeline Lending Library
Lifeline Lending Library I made by covering box with scrapbook paper. Our meeting also decided to encourage folks to leave…
Gardener
Will I vanish with recovery? Will I disappear, a hollow woman devoid of defect? Will I disintegrate , a ghost…
Suffering in Recovery
Ok, so I have body issues. I binged in part to be protected by a layer of fat. It is…
Filling up Day Four
Tonight, an expanse of time awaits me. 2 hours or even all the hours of the night if I insanely…
My Definition of Abstinence & Plan of Action
So I here I am in day 2 of abstinence. My periods of abstinence have been chaotic ever since I…
23.2 hours since last Binge
Almost 1 day. Almost there. I pray for willingness to forgive my parents. I pray for willingness to forgive myself.…
