Christmas Eve I had a relapse. I was resting on spiritual laurels and not rigorously honest through 10th steps. Thus, the insanely trivial upset of my husband forgetting enough stuffers to fill my stocking triggered the obsession and sanity did not return, I did not turn to HP or the steps and tools of OA. […]
Tag: suffering
Suffering in Recovery
Ok, so I have body issues. I binged in part to be protected by a layer of fat. It is easier to slide away from attention and hide as a fat person. A side effect of abstinence from food abuse is a smaller body. I have anxiety and fear when people comment on my size, […]
