23.2 hours since last Binge

Almost 1 day. Almost there. I pray for willingness to forgive my parents. I pray for willingness to forgive myself. … More

Addiction Sucks but Emotion Wheels & 12 Steps are Grand

Yes, addiction does suck. To insanely & intensely desire a substance that destroys my life is one giant ball of … More

I find it difficult to let go of character defects most of the time. I trust with practice and prayer … More

As a child of addiction, I learned early to hide from my feelings by using food as sedation. My father’s … More

I went to sleep last night with a hunk of cheese and deli meat in my pocket. All wrapped up … More

I literally moved 4 square feet of dirt today to make room for my son’s new kiddie pool. Summer is … More

I wanna be everything at once. The lyrics of the song describe so much about myself. I wanna be everything … More

My life has crashed quite a few times: attempted suicide at 16, chronic debilitating depression and compulsive eating since childhood … More