Zombie

blank, an apocalypse of one, I am not I. instead, I am it – a consumer, a destroyer, a zombie … More

Process of Relapse

I need help. I need to acknowledge I am in the process of relapse. I have been hiding. Avoiding. Escaping. … More

Once I accept that I am powerless over my compulsion to stop the mental obsession and trigger the physical cravings … More

Hope and hopelessness are woven through the two Big Book chapters, “There is a Solution” & “More About Alcoholism”. We … More

When I first joined OA, I was amazed to learn all the ways I identified with Bill W as a … More

Christmas Eve I had a relapse. I was resting on spiritual laurels and not rigorously honest through 10th steps. Thus, … More

There is a beast that dwells in my house. It is a foul beast – stench hovers about it, a … More

The morning of my most recent CPA exam, I woke calm and grateful. After delivering my son to school, I … More

pleasure masked danger. tasty tidbits floated before me, to and fro with the ebb of the sea. innocently, I ate … More

The scale this morning at the doctor’s office confirmed my suspicion that I have released 100 pounds since beginning OA … More