Christmas Eve I had a relapse. I was resting on spiritual laurels and not rigorously honest through 10th steps. Thus, the insanely trivial upset of my husband forgetting enough stuffers to fill my stocking triggered the obsession and sanity did not return, I did not turn to HP or the steps and tools of OA. […]
My first day in OA, I sobbed. I cried for myself, the utter pain and despair of compulsive eating and relief I had finally found others like me. My first day in OA, I knew I was powerless but was not willing to admit it…..even to myself. Now I have worked the steps up to […]
Almost 1 day. Almost there. I pray for willingness to forgive my parents. I pray for willingness to forgive myself. My amends list is long, but my parents & myself are top of the list. I pray for willingness to forgive myself & my parents. I pray for willingness.