Cliff of Sabotage

Yes, dramatic. There I am, peering over into the abyss of sabotage, self-hate and compulsive eating. Tomorrow makes 30 days … More

My Vertebrae Story

I don’t know what it is. It rattles inside, bones stacked upon bones, curved and twisted. Its story peers sometimes … More

Act as if I am secure in trust, faith, and hope. Act as if I accept my powerlessness over The … More

Scary. Life changing. Scary. I have another 80 to release to be at a healthy BMI. Just for today, I … More

Ego A, ego A, always, always ego A. End of day, start of day, always, always ego A. Control, control, … More

My son made a gingerbread house decorated with abstinence killers. B Devil Ment made the trimmings glitter and shine tonight. … More

Heavenly Father, I love You. Again. For once, in another form, I hated You. You dominated me. You condemned me. … More

I hid in my cozy fat blanket for decades, scared of you. I slunk in the shadows, a secret woman, … More

I posted a poem about the image of rainbow water a few days ago, and I feel a strong desire … More

It courses though, around, among us. we slip along the rainbow of ourselves, infinite and fragile. we are all Rainbow … More