Yes, dramatic. There I am, peering over into the abyss of sabotage, self-hate and compulsive eating. Tomorrow makes 30 days … More
Tag: Brigid
My Vertebrae Story
I don’t know what it is. It rattles inside, bones stacked upon bones, curved and twisted. Its story peers sometimes … More
Act as if
Act as if I am secure in trust, faith, and hope. Act as if I accept my powerlessness over The … More
What’s Like to Lose 80 Pounds – for the 5th Time
Scary. Life changing. Scary. I have another 80 to release to be at a healthy BMI. Just for today, I … More
Victory
Ego A, ego A, always, always ego A. End of day, start of day, always, always ego A. Control, control, … More
Hooray for Today
My son made a gingerbread house decorated with abstinence killers. B Devil Ment made the trimmings glitter and shine tonight. … More
Heavenly Father, Lost & Found
Heavenly Father, I love You. Again. For once, in another form, I hated You. You dominated me. You condemned me. … More
Woman, Angry, Speaks
I hid in my cozy fat blanket for decades, scared of you. I slunk in the shadows, a secret woman, … More
Rainbow Water Healing
I posted a poem about the image of rainbow water a few days ago, and I feel a strong desire … More
We are all Rainbow Water
It courses though, around, among us. we slip along the rainbow of ourselves, infinite and fragile. we are all Rainbow … More